I was at this mansion...don't recall ever being there. It was a vacation home of sorts -- lots of balconies, palm trees, lounge chairs and the like. Prior to this I was on a street walking. My daughter and my ex-husband were driving by and saw me. She had a soccer game that day. They stopped and she was running towards me. I hugged on her and my ex played with my dog (which is unusual being that he's not nice to her in real life). Flip to the vacation house. I'm upstairs in the suite and there are two guys up there and we're about to have sex, I guess? J went inside and took a shower. It dawned on me that he would have seen the two guys that were upstairs waiting on me. I guess we were going to have sex? I told him that I had company and he would have to leave. It occurred to me that he would have seen them. He didn't. J went upstairs and changed into his pajamas, ready to go to sleep in the same bed as I would. The guys walk out of the huge walk-in closet and I ask him to go back downstairs. I'm sober in real life but in my dream I think I was drunk or something because these guys were awful looking and what was originally two guys turned into 4 guys and 2 girls. The girls are asking questions (these men are their husbands or friends or something) and apparently I'm a prostitute? Or just trying to make extra money? I quickly excuse myself, coming to my senses and run downstairs. D is asleep but I run outside looking for J to help me kick these people out. He said that he would. My Mom is there along with my Dad and she says that she has already run their credit card for the service and I told my Dad what all of this was about, supposedly. I was terrified and ran to the bathroom to vomit. D was in there throwing up too. (I'm guessing she was sick and was coincidentally throwing up, too.)
Then I woke up.
Just yuck. I feel all sorts of unsettled.
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